I am so far from catching a break I should take up glass juggling!
Yesterday late afternoon-ish, I noticed that I was feel just a slight bit better than I had been. A little lighter and a little more confident in myself. And I’m thinking maybe between getting the Spravato again and the latest medication adjustment, I’m gaining a little footing.
Well, the insurance issues that have been supposedly straightened out at least three times now, still exist. And as long as there is an issue with the insurance, there is an issue with Spravato treatments. And guess what! Today is Wednesday and so if they don’t get it straightened out by tomorrow morning then they won’t be able to get the medication from the pharmacy in time for Friday’s appointment. Which of course means another on again off again on again for Spravato. It’s both an emotional and chemical rollercoaster at this point and I am growing very weary.
I am trying not to give up caring altogether, but that is proving rather challenging. I cannot help but feel completely defeated.
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