So I just went back and forth for a good few minutes about whether or not to post again as I am sitting here at my computer. The verdict, my goal was a glimpse into life with a mental illness, so may as well go all in as advertised.
Okay, new dilemma, I need to step away from the computer for a few minutes and I just started a new post. Do I abort for now? Do I say I am stepping away? Do I just come back and write as if it was all one thought.
While I could bore you with the pros and cons since those have long passed let me just say I am going to step away now and I am telling you because I was authenticity and honest representation.
Okay, ended up stepping out for a little relaxation. Now I am back. I’m trying to concentrate but all I can focus on is the music my 17 y/o daughter is playing just behind me. Every time I think of something to write, I get set to type and the music distracts me.
I think it is probably good that I get as many of these stream of conscious posts out as I can at the beginning so you have some idea of what you are getting into and if this blog is worth investing your time and empathy.
That makes me think that I should tell
Oh what a fun time I picked to write . . . I just jumped up to put dinner away and going in the fridge made me want a piece of cheese, headed back to the computer and my daughter informs me she wants to finish a game we started earlier. So, off I go.
Later gators!
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